Saturday, May 22, 2010

Piano Lessons

I touched a piano for the first time in ages - my old, decrepit upright Steinway – but it is mine, in a way that only an old, decrepit, but upright heart could know. It was purchased at a good price from my church, and to this day I believe the church organist covets it.

The pedals don’t work properly – it’s a bit too loud. But it’s tuned reasonably well. Once in an engineering lecture I was able to identify a single tone to within about six hertz. So I guess I have some measure of absolute pitch.

I almost never play the piano in a good mood. When I did, it was to imitate – to copy Tom Hulce in Amadeus, playing the piano upside-down, or to play a couple hymns, or try my hand at a new, interesting, not-too-complicated piece.

When I am in a bad mood, I don’t play set pieces. I improvise – or I continue a composition of sorts I started senior year in college, on the piano in the Platt Center. Like this Piano, I hardly ever touched it when I was happy.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Andrea del Sarto

But do not let us quarrel any more,
No, my Lucrezia; bear with me for once:
Sit down and all shall happen as you wish.
You turn your face, but does it bring your heart?
I'll work then for your friend's friend, never fear,
Treat his own subject after his own way,
Fix his own time, accept too his own price,
And shut the money into this small hand
When next it takes mine. Will it? tenderly?
Oh, I'll content him,--but to-morrow, Love!
I often am much wearier than you think,
This evening more than usual, and it seems
As if--forgive now--should you let me sit
Here by the window with your hand in mine
And look a half-hour forth on Fiesole,
Both of one mind, as married people use,
Quietly, quietly the evening through,
I might get up to-morrow to my work
Cheerful and fresh as ever. Let us try.

Monday, April 26, 2010

Disappointment

When someone very close to you disappoints you greatly, it can blindside you. It can shock and enrage. It can tempt you into trivializing their transgression, or offering immature promises. It can do many things. What it does, with absolute certainty, is provide an opportunity to observe the world more clearly. 

I am currently whether I've got the stomach to take off rose-colored glasses.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Character is Destiny

Character is destiny. Not genetics. Not personal history. Character is destiny. It's the story of Lincoln, of every great American, of every great person who rose from nothing to shape themselves, and to shape their world. It is a terrifying, unforgiving truth, affording no room for excuses. Yet, if we embrace it, it will carry us to where we must go.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

New Facebook Virus: "Redhot sexy girl in thong dancing [HQ]"

Update 4 - probably the last (11:27) Daniel Aguilar recommends Antivir Personal, a free antivirus software from filehippo.com. Link is here: http://www.filehippo.com/download_antivir/

Update 3 (10:14): This hubpages page (http://hubpages.com/hub/How-To-Remove-Koobface-Virus) links to free anti-spyware software that received good reviews from CNET (though they warn that some settings can lead to slower performance, story here: http://download.cnet.com/Spyware-Terminator/3000-8022_4-10741021.html). Also, it lists the registry files you need to change, if you should feel like removing it manually.